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Thursday, March 11, 2010
Hurt
I guess that I really want the world to just stop- my daughter has died. Why is it a beautiful, warm day? Why are the birds singing? The schools, banks, shopping malls are open and life is just going on. Why doesn't it all stop for a bit while I hurt so bad?
Because - just because.... There really is no understanding of it.... except to think that maybe - just maybe - your daughter is responsible for it....just maybe your hearing "Mom - it's OK - I did what needed doing and I'm home now....I'll see you around - promise!"
I understand that feeling. My little brother died almost 4 years ago at 22. Sometimes it still feels cruel the way life just goes on, but hang in there, the pain will lessen. Soon the love and memories will burn brighter than the pain.
5 comments:
Oh how I wish it wasn't so.
Praying for you and your family
Much love, Charlene
Oh how I wish it wasn't so.
Praying for you and your family
Much love, Charlene
Because - just because.... There really is no understanding of it.... except to think that maybe - just maybe - your daughter is responsible for it....just maybe your hearing "Mom - it's OK - I did what needed doing and I'm home now....I'll see you around - promise!"
hugs - and a shared tear -
aus and co.
I'm so sorry. Life just goes on even when we feel we cannot.
Praying for you.
I understand that feeling. My little brother died almost 4 years ago at 22. Sometimes it still feels cruel the way life just goes on, but hang in there, the pain will lessen. Soon the love and memories will burn brighter than the pain.
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